I don’t know that anything in life could ever prepare you for the experience of reviewing your child’s autopsy report. The thing that got me the most when I skimmed it later, at home? The description of his “light brown hair.”
Side note: I think that Lauren and I are both a little in love with our geneticist. He may be the most reassuring, caring person that I’ve ever met.
Oh. Wow. I can’t imagine the feeling. My heart just broke for you over that very small, powerful post.
Well, that’s a small grace.
I’m sure you boy was beautiful.
Little Ezra and his beautiful light brown hair. I can’t imagine how you must have felt. You have been in my thoughts over the last month.
It’s just so incredibly difficult. I know what my son’s says, and I’ve consulted various specialists about it, but I cannot, will not, read it myself.
I’m glad it mentioned Ezra’s light brown hair. Ezra. A baby. Your baby. A person. Your son. Beautiful.